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Change.
But, now, I'm 16 and have been living in the same place for the past 6 years, and those years have been more influential on my life than any of those before. I've had so many wonderful memories with the amazing friends I made in those 6 years.
Then, suddenly, I realize that those friends and their lives are changing, including me and mine.
None of us have much free time any more to just hang out. Some of them have begun drifting out of my life. And as for the people who have gone away to college, well, I'll only have the opportunity to see them when they come home on breaks. Which I definitely look forward to, but it's not nearly as satisfying as knowing I'll at least see them every week at church.
And then there's the result of these changes. Like I've already experienced, people end up fading out of your life and, somehow, you two turn back into acquaintances, with not so much as "goodbye."
My personal change is hard, and scary, as well. I'm approaching my senior year of highschool. In just over a year, I'll be heading to college... and so many questions and fears arise from this fact.
Will I be able to keep up with all the [difficult] school work? And amidst that work, will I still have time for the things I enjoy? Will I be able to make any new friends? Will I meet *that* special someone?
All this... yeah. It's hard. Change is hard. And scary. And is when we need to trust God the most.
However - we have to remember that change can also be good. For us, for others... and with this, somehow it will all turn out perfectly in the end.
However - we have to remember that change can also be good. For us, for others... and with this, somehow it will all turn out perfectly in the end.